A baya na hannunka
Wasu lokuta kuma ya taba hannunka, ban san nawa ba, ban sani ba ko da yawa, ba wannan ba ne, watakila ba, kamar wannan ba. Amma rikicewar fara wannan rubutun ba shi da mahimmanci yayin da abin da ya kasance ba ya da ma'ana tare da ci gaba wanda zai share tarihin abin da ba haka ba. Ba wannan ba bane, ba kamar wannan ba.
Hakan ya faro ne tare da rashin laifi na farcen ƙarshen ƙusoshinmu, naku mai tsayi da tsayi, sakamakon nawa na yau da kullun, duk a cikin wargi na sadarwar dijital na fim ɗin ET Grinding, rashin jin daɗi, mara kyau, mara ban dariya. Matsayi a saman kafet ɗin aji yayi ɗan haske a cikin falenge na uku, daidai lokacin da wutar ta taɓa, wanda ke faruwa da ni kowane lokaci a cikin al'adata ta jan ƙafafuna da yawanku a kan insoles ɗin roba. Can ya ƙare, babu sauran.
Rana ta wuce cikin rashin begen Datashow wanda ke dumama kunnuwa na, rashin begen gamawa a ranar Asabar, dariyar hotunan wasu lokutan da ba zasu dawo ba. Lokaci ya zo, da rana, da dare, kamar dai sauran yini ne. Jiran abincin dare, don isa, don dariya. Har yanzu kuma, gaisuwa mai kunya a hannu, dariyar rayuwa wacce babu makawa, kallon gaskiya na girmamawa, damuwar da dole ne a halarta.
Amma a cikin ƙofar duhu ta wannan shingen, tare da arbor sama da inabi a cikin rikice-rikice, na ji taɓawar tafin hannun hannunka a cikin nawa. Ba da jimawa ko kuma daga baya, tare da irin wannan kuma mafi tsananin ji na gaban kujerar motata; daya yana tafiya, daya yana zuwa, mai taushi kuma bashi da laifi daga kunkuntar hanyar da kuma taka tsantsan daga kasan bene mara tabbas. Jin fatarki mai taushi akan gashin 19 na santimita murabba'in square 1.83 a bayan hannuna yana sanyi. A cikin koma baya na logarithmic, sun bristled, dauke da wannan abin jin dadi ta hanyar follicle, zuwa tushe, tare da wani martani na guguwar kutse da ke ratsa gabobin jiki, lucid da spiny layers kuma a karshe suna nikewa da karfi a cikin kashin scaphoid. Sannan a cikin tsattsauran ra'ayi, cikin ƙarancin ƙarfi amma haɗi mai kama da haka, mai ma'ana zuwa madaidaiciya don kar a manta da mahimmin matakin.
Dawowar ba zato ba tsammani zuwa wani lokaci a yarinta lokacin da nake tunanin na ganka a wani wuri. Tare da murmushin nan guda ɗaya, mai ɗanɗanar bakar soda, yayin da girarka ka dube ni kamar babu kowa. Sauran abubuwan tunawa sun tafi, lokacin da na gan ku a cikin daidaito na waɗannan juzu'in, tare da mummunan ɗanɗanar hanyar ƙura lokacin da aka bar ta a baya, a nesa da mantuwa na garuruwa masu banƙyama. Dangane da tunani, sanyin jiki, wata rana, wani daren, wata Juma'a, menene matsala it kar ku tafi go kar ku manta da ni…
Na sami damar sanin wace takardar a baya trarrosque tana cinye ƙarfin fatarka mai santsi, yayin da ta ci gaba daga inda ba a samu sauyin magana ba tare da abin da ke tattare da shi ba, lambar sadarwa daga gajiyar metacarpal zuwa phalanx inda wannan labarin ya fara. Wannan ko wanin, naku, nawa, rayuwa kanta. Kowane inch na bayan hannunka ya tuna mini cewa ina wanzu, a cikin tunanin da ba za a iya mantawa da shi ba a daren Talata, ba wannan ba, ba biyu na ƙarshe ba.
Sai na yi kewarsa. Soyayyar bayan hannunka tana gogewa tawa, ba da gangan ba ko kuma don yarda da murmushinka daga gashin ido na hagu, inda da alama akwai kwayar halitta kuma kafin gashin ya faɗi akan fuskarka; ba yawa, ba kadan ba, tufka da igiya. Wannan abin da yake haifar da yammacin Asabar, tare da tashin hankali na ranar Alhamis wanda ya bar, lokacin da komai ya sake zama daidai. A cikin karɓar matsayi, tare da kyakkyawar dariya don ɓoye damuwa da sake, wannan jin cewa komai zai zama daidai. Bugu da ƙari, ba sabon abu ba ne, tare da ƙwaƙwalwar wannan lokacin da ta fi ɗaukaka.
Tare da kuma ba tare da fatan cewa za a sami wani, mafi kyau. Tare da bayan hannunka, wata Litinin, ba kamar waccan Talata ba, ee kamar waɗancan, ba tare da wani ba.
