Ina da rai

ya bar yau, ... Na barku na 'yan kwanaki ... Zan karanta sakonninku idan na dawo.

A wannan ranar, a tashar jirgin sama dole mu dauke shi cikin keken hannu mai ban mamaki, kallonsa na bacin rai ya nuna tsufa wanda aka wulakanta shi tsawon makwanni uku, hutunsa ya karya raina, na saba da abin da na dakatar da shi har zuwa santimita 50 da Na juya cikin murna-da-zagaye. A wannan lokacin ne kawai ya kawo ni kusa da jikinsa, ya matso kafaɗun kafada da hannuwansa suka fashe da ajiyar zuciya cike da bege mai nisa.

"Za mu sake haduwa," in ji shi.

Komai ya faru kwatsam, wata rana, sai ya farka a firgice; hannu na hagu da kafafunsa sun kulla yarjejeniya irin wannan bindiga mai suna 22 da alamar a fuskarsa da ke nuni da cewa zai ba da damar gyara fuska. 'Yar uwata, tare da taimakon direban taksi, ta ɗauke shi a kafada zuwa asibitin Ikklisiya na Siguatepeque, inda suka tsare shi a cikin makwanni uku, a wannan lokacin ne ya rasa kulawar jijiyoyin ƙafafunsa.

"Ina iya ɗaga kafafuna," in ji shi. Amma lokacin da na sanya tafin kafata sai naji kamar ana yi min barci, wanda yake sanya gwiwoyina gwiwa.

Wata kumburin kwakwalwa ce ta mamaye kwakwalwar sa, a shekaru saba'in da takwas ya tuna sannan lokacin da yake saurayi ya sha wahala daga bushewar hannu, ya kuma ambaci wasu kalmomin da suka zo daga lokaci zuwa lokaci, da jerin dunkulewar da ya gani a wasu kwanaki lokacin da Daidaitawa yayi kamar zai barshi. Koyaya, ya rayu tare da wannan duk rayuwarsa, ƙarfinsa a yatsar saniya, tafasa ɗan maraƙi ko ɗaukar nauyin mezcal bai taɓa barin shi ya kasance mai jan hankali game da barazanar da ke cikin kwakwalwar sa ba; sannan shekaru ashirin da ya kasance a Amurka, tare da "tsaro na zamantakewa" wanda ke sarrafa triglycerides da sauƙi na aikin haske ya bar barazanar har sai ya dawo ƙasashe masu zafi, inda ya ci wake na al'ada kuma ya tafi likita kawai .

'Yan lokuta kalilan a rayuwa shin zaku yi tunanin lokacin kasancewa tare da mahaifinku zai kasance yana taqaitaccen ajiyar zuciya, duk lokacin tunawa da makusantan ku yana yi muku rawar gani kafin yiwuwar ci gaba kan tafiya zuwa inda babu wanda ya kubuta. Wataƙila jin jin daɗin ɗan ɗan lokacin da ya kusanto da yawa waɗanda ke kasancewa a cikin nesa suna haifar da kwanciyar hankali ga shawarar mahaliccin, kuma kodayake akwai yiwuwar ya jira mu na tsawon lokaci, kuna neman murmurewa tare da duk wani tabbaci.

Rayuwa ita ce gajeran, kamar jiya lokacin da ya koyar da ni in rarraba ta hanyar lambobi biyu, lokacin da ya koya mini in yi iyo a cikin zagaye, lokacin da ya ba ni cents ashirin don Pliny, lokacin da muka yi kuka da ƙarfi a gaban mataki na goma sha biyu Shekarun farabundo Martí, zan iya tuna ranar nan sabuwa, fara macizai bayan shekara goma da barinmu, mun isa gidan da aka haife mu, tare da Matapalo suna cin itacen dabino. Zan iya gode muku don waɗannan lokacin da muka hau kan dutse, a kan tudun Zatoca, a arewacin El Salvador; couplean kalilan na mai kamar guanacos, yankakken kwai, ƙwaryan chilipuco da cukuɗan gishiri a cikin yaudarar yunwarmu, yayin da ya ke kwana biyu ya sadaukar da kansa don nuna mani kowane iyaka na kadarorin a duk lokacin hutu da kowane rabin nisan mil ya tsaya a cikin labarun koyaushe; harshe ya yi kauri a cikin rafin, Chilica a cikin tarurruka, jirgin ruwa a kusurwar Yahuza, ƙwanƙolin da ke urin fuskarsa. Zan iya sake fada musu sau dubu, Ina jin daɗin su kamar na farko; Ga yadda al'adar bayar da labarai ta hanyar tsokaci da layuka biyu daga cikin gado uku suka gada a cikin wannan mummunan halin dariya na dariya.

A yanzu, Ina kiyaye kowane labarunsa a cikin raina, ƙarshe na aiko masa da imel ɗin da za su iya karantawa, ko da yake sun fassara shi zuwa abin da suke tsammanin yana so ya ji da rashin salon amincewa da mu ga Wata rana mun isa. Ba zai yiwu a yi magana da shi ba, idan ya yi hakan, kyakykyawan nasihun da ya koya mani zai kai ni in gaya masa abubuwa a hanyar da muke fada koyaushe, a cikin sharholiya.

- Sannu Sir, gaya mani dalilin da ya sa ba su yanke kanka. - Sa’annan za mu yi dariya kamar dai wannan ranar a wurin shakatawa, lokacin da ya ce da ni haka. - Kai mai rauni, ta yaya zaka iya kaiwa ga waccan sahabbai masu rauni, da alama ba kai ɗan maraƙi kwana uku.

Yayinda yake jira yaga abinda mai yin mu ya yanke shawara, ina fatan sake bashi wata hularda. Rashin ƙarfi, nesa da jira na chemotherapy na tara da muni.

—Uddate – Julio 2007
A wannan makon da ya dawo bayan watanni 9 a Amurka, bai rasa gashi ba tare da chemo, yana lafiya kuma yana cikin yanayi mai kyau don jin daɗin kwanakin sa a nan a Siguatepeque, Honduras ... godiya ga addu'o'inku.

—Uddate – Yuli 23 2008
Ya tafi yau.